A soft sigh which felt like a calm breeze lifted me away
from my struggle. As the machines came to life beeping frantically, I could see
my horrified daughter hunched over my calm body. Her mirror with golden cracks
had shattered and so had she but I knew she will overcome this and everything
else; after all, I made her in my own likeliness.
A few people in the universe have the fortune of
experiencing the bond of a mother and daughter. It is a marvelous phenomenon,
completely unknown to those who were never bound by it. Even though human body
has its physical limitations, the power of this bond stretches beyond such trivial
limitations.
I have always tried to become an ideal person and I know I
have set a good example behind for my daughter. A part of me will live on
inside everyone through our cherished memories and shared time. However, my
impact is much more than mere vacation trips and family dinners for my
daughter. It includes infinite moments of our battles against the world, exam
preparations, fevers, celebrations and life as she blossomed into what she is
today.
Although the mirror she looked into for guidance is no
longer with her it was merely a reflection of her own self. She knows that I
always have been and always will be there by her side; her devastation is an
understandable outburst towards an unfair life. She wanted to graduate before
my eyes, after years of toiling through daunting circumstances she had managed
to be the topper in her entire branch of Engineering. Weeks ahead of her final
semester project submission, I was snatched away; it’s unfair.
I do not feel angry or bad; I just feel pride for doing an
excellent job during my time. There are many things left unsaid and a world
left which could have been lived but the past has gone by, only the future
stands ahead. Life is a sordid affair but living it to the fullest provided me
with ample moments to treasure and generations worth of experience in a short
lifetime. Imbued into my daughter are the same qualities as me, which assure me
of her immense success an incredibly happy life in future.
A mother and her daughter can be best described as mirrors.
We break but we mend ourselves with brilliance as life goes on. Our sparkling
cracks help to elate joys and happiness in our presence. However, we only
reflect what comes before us, kindness sees kindness and apathy sees apathy
when looking at us. Such is our magnificence that even death is appalled on
visiting us as before it stands death itself in all its glory and morbidity.
Time and again my daughter will cry, but she will never fail
to try; she will live her dreams and fly. I want to tell her that she’s perfect
but then again, she has always exceeded my expectations. I want to tell her to
not be scared but then again, I have already nurtured her to be the strongest.
I want to tell her goodbye but then again, I’m not going anywhere.
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